re: #203 Barefoot Grin

I read some of the testimony Nyet posted on Babi Yar and it fucked up my dreams last night. Should not have tried to imagine the scenes or the terror of those being led into to ditches. Ugh.

I had some terrible dreams a few nights ago, highlighted by a situation where I was a gay monk in my monastery and a couple of thugs came to visit us. Hanging around, enjoying the terror they engendered, tormenting us. It was sorta Game of Thrones-y but with current context of Trump.

I recall thinking they’re either going to stab me, throw me over the wall, or leave… only to come back every so often and play the same game.

Woke up creeped the fuck out. Then thought people actually lived through this, and may still. And may again in the future.