re: #244 HappyWarrior

I honestly wonder if he ever had any and a lot of what we saw here was an act because he knew if he showed his true colors, he’d get chewed out.

Without taking this analogy too far I’m reminded of Gollum and Smeagol. I think what we saw was a struggle towards expressing the version of himself he very much wanted to be, but that addiction to party never allowed him to actually become.