So, waaaaaayyyy OT, it has now been 38 hours since I ended a 30-year, pack a day smoking habit cold-turkey. My hands are shaking, I’m having trouble typing, I’m jumpy as hell. I also have s horrible headache and want to eat everything in sight, but only after I curse at it for about 5 minutes.

I’m really hating this atm.

I’m so glad the kids are with their mom for the next few days (not an accident; I planned it out this way).