At some point, Iâm really starting to think itâs impossible to wrest the country back from the GOP. Itâs like playing fucking Cassandra, where youâre constantly treated as wrong simply because youâre you, and any attempt to convince anyone outside of the choir simply makes you and everything you stand for more and more wrong, and when shit DOES go wrong, youâre to blame becauseâŚyouâre you. And everyone fucking hates you.
Itâs justâŚChrist. I know itâs defeatist, but fuckâs sake, I feel like the country wants me, us, everyone who thinks or looks like us to just fucking die, and nothing will ever convince them otherwise. And theyâll win. Because they always fucking win. The country fucking LOVES them no matter what they do, no matter how temporary the lull in adoration is. This really is just their fucking country top to bottom, and no matter how hard we fight, weâll always lose because this is their country, and weâre the reason itâs not âgreatâ.
God, I know this feeling will pass, but it keeps coming back, and I just want to curl up and cry because of how futile everything feels.