Morning

I experienced the worst pain of my life last night. Worst doesn’t even come close to discerning it. It was Truly suicidal pain. I was literally paralyzed by it.
Wife came in to hold me till shit kicked in. I asked her to remove all firearms from for house until this clears up.

The fucking swings are killing me.

Sorry, but I got to let it out. And I don’t want die.