re: #46 ProBosniaLiberal
No, but I do tend be more mocking.
It doesn’t help that, when many people left me behind, I went to others, and found them unwilling to support me. Even my own Grandmother. When I was in Florida last May-June, she yelled at me for being Muslim and having Depression.
I haven’t spoken with her since.
I really think you need to get some help outside of this blog. Please get counseling from your Imam and have him recommend a therapist in your community.