This sucks. I’m used to be a fairly energetic emtional guy. Now when I start getting worked up about anything, I can feel my chest pains kicking in and all the other symptoms the Docs told me were an anxiety attack and to avoid. I feel like I’m being forced to muzzle myself. I’m supposed to be starting some meds next week to help reduce those feelings, but I’m scared about the side effects.

Again, this fucking sucks