re: #425 electrotek

I think it could be Boston again.

Remember how everyone reported the Saudi? And then it turns out it wasn’t him?

Please let it be that. I have gotten so stressed over the past 2 weeks that I have had hair fall out, which is part of the reason why I have gotten so mean (the stress, not the hair).

Though, a bigger part of it, after talking to the shrink is that, I want a sense of power and safety from the people who have attacked me, and in doing so, am becoming the monster that I fight.

I really need to keep in mind that I do represent Islam to people now, and that I have to be kinder.

Also, search for a better job, but that is a different problem where I see so much stuff, freeze, then shut down.