I own two rifles (semi auto .22 LR and bolt action .30-06) and a pump action 12 gauge shotgun. They haven’t been touched in years, but right now I’m glad I still have them.
Made a pact with myself a long time ago that I would never own pistols. I could use one to kill myself, and that can’t happen. That’s why they’ve always bothered me, it’s an easy human being off switch.