re: #463 esch
No. I’m pretty much agnostic on the creator question.
I got stuck on the more existentialist parts, especially the ‘consciousness is an illusion, life is nothing but an ongoing chemical reaction and ultimately pointless’ aspects. Didn’t resonate with me.
See, I would just marvel at the idea that these chemical reactions can cause me to have a consciousness. Pretty awesome and inspiring thing right there, if you were to ask me.