I’m exhausted emotionally. All my efforts to keep friends, get new ones, and to find people to go to the museums up in Denver with me have failed.

One friend even took pictures of here and her friend at the Science one, and put them on FB. Even as I told this girl I wanted to go to the Museum. She says she’s a friend though.

I have given upon things getting better. I simply don’t have the energy to try anymore. I’ve cried so many times out of loneliness in the past month.

At least I seem to have lost the ability to empathize. I am numb to damn near everything now.