Middle-aged women doesn’t want to have sex with her hubby, writes book about it.
Carrie admits that part of her envies those authors who claim to be having lots of sex and, more significantly, love it. The other part of her just doesn’t believe them.
“I do wonder if they are just writing what they think the audience wants to hear,” she says. “I read their accounts of wild sex lives and then ponder my own sexual encounters and wonder: ‘Where was the fun, the screaming ecstasy, the fireworks?’”
Perhaps when her children are grown up, Carrie will do as she intends and leave her marriage.
Only then will she know whether the fantasy of taking in multiple lovers and never committing to one man is a greater thrill than being in a monogamous marriage.