Anthony Bourdain’s end has fucked with my mood royally today. It’s Chris Cornell all over again, except different.

I saw a lot of talk on Twitter about depressed people being more open about their experiences. So I tweeted.

I struggle with depression constantly. A lot of times I think suicide would be blessed relief from my tormented mind. I understand too well.

— Charlie Vogel, aka His Teleness the Charlie Lama (@teleskiguy) June 8, 2018

It’s the main reason I don’t keep my guns in my house (they’re locked in a safe at my parents house, my dad has the key).