re: #271 FemNaziBitch

Thing is, this is really the first time I ever felt the need to talk to someone that much. I guess what I needed was to hear that I wasn’t some sort of freakosaurus and that I would be ok. Hell, a simple, “let’s meet for coffee” or something like that would have been a big deal. But nooo. What honestly helped me the most was going to the ER and having all those nurses tell me I was going to be alright, that whatever was bothering me was not more important than my health and that I wasn’t crazy or dying. I could see it if I was a PIA and whined all the time, but I’m honestly mostly an upbeat person and really self reliant. I had to be as a kid, coming from a hot mess of a family and being on my own since age 17. I usually can fight my way out of low points. This time I really needed someone and no one was there except to pass judgment or tell me I needed to put on my big girl panties (literally,OMG). I was kinda stunned.