Sorry for being weird. I am having some other strains here.

The biggest one is job. Namely, I need another one, so I can save up money to go to Iran in January. Also one that is closer. But I have been interviewed in 10 different places, and heard back from none. I also need another job so I will be able to take a few more classes at OU. My mom’s grandparents said they would help with that, but I need to be better financially before that.

Also, the place I do work tends to have mean customers, and combined with some about of loneliness, it is causing frequent anxiety/panic attacks (according to my supervisor). I will run my hand through my hair as a nervous habit, and I will sometimes lose feeling in my left hand. Or I’ll feel like my torso is being squeezed, or even feel like something is grabbing and squeezing my heart. I suffer from chronic headaches these days.