It’s Monday Night..Are you bored? How about a little light reading?
I provide updates of my life here from time to time.. After these many days at LGF and the thousands of stories we have shared..It is a joy when I get to bang out a few thoughts here..
So many of you knew I was close to an early retirement and buying a place in Paradise to move to..Just Winston and I and well whomever would enjoy the visit in paradise. *wink*
The last 5 years of my life has been a mix of about everything..Great Love..Great loss..A divorce..Jordan going to Iraq..Nikki graduating from UC Davis..What a life it has been and I’ve always been open with you lizards telling classic stories of Love and hate and change in my life…You know..Just sharing with you guys has helped me in so many blessed ways..We’ve all shared love and hate, evil and jaw dropping stupid stupid, bigot, heroes and more folks we admire and follow. ‘ve been following my targets and has invested thousands in my new place..This really is my Green Acres moment in time…
About 6 months ago my ex and I started talking as usual about our families and kids and stuff..And it started slowly getting deeper and forgiveness on both of us..We have talked about an hour or more a week..Like on a Sunday Afternoon..Sometimes we have talked for effening hours..We laugh and share..And it’s nice..really nice to be close again even if I still hate her fucking guts somewhere in my heart behind a door..And look..Things were said that hurt..And will never go away..Maybe just maybe we are both just over it and can just..like I said..Just get over it..I remember why I fell madly in love with her and we raised our kids together.. I guess a rare loving family that got just blown up in all our faces..So now…I continue to plan to talk to her on a regular basis..I don’t know what is going to happen..We are going in completely different directions…She bought a great house in the hills of Napa Valley far from everybody in her paradise..Our kids live in and around Napa.
I am moving to my paradise.. We both have stopped in time. All things have stopped moving for us..The world is whirling by like a raging hurracanne and time stopped and it’s calm..